I really get annoyed when Tumblr cuts off half of my reply. I almost didn’t try to rewrite this but I felt something nudge me. This ache in my heart telling me to just write out what I was feeling. Tumblr is a special place for me. I Love to share with others about my most innermost thoughts and I like to read about how others feel. Some blogs really touch me and sometimes I feel as if I actually am sitting next to person drinking coffee with them as they share their story. One person in particular has stood out to me, Rachele. It has been so refreshing to see someone be so transparent about their life. This includes her walk with God, her struggles and what brings her joy.

Tonight as I read a particular blog, it really broke my heart. It broke it not because of what the blog said, but because it hurt to know that this person was hurting so much. To know that they actually believe that they are not worth it. It made me want to punch satan in the face. he really does find our weaknesses and makes us believe all those lies about ourselves and unfortunately those around us do not help. It hurt to see this beautiful woman who has a heart for God and I am sure has touch so many lives and is doing so much for the deaf community, believe she in not valuable.
Those are all lies. I am not saying that what she feels is not real, it truly is, but girl, you are so valuable. You have so much to offer this world. And I’m sorry those around you have hurt you but you can not let how others think or what they do define who you are. You have been through so much and that is exactly why you are so valuable. You have survived it all. Man I can see God waiting for you… His arms are stretched out waiting for you to run to Him. He wants you to seek and pray out to Him. He wants to wrap his arms around you and tell you how much He loves you. He does not see all those things that others see, but instead He sees his daughter that is yearning for his love. His unconditional love. I know it’s been tough seeking Him and sometimes it seems pointless and even ridiculous, but don’t give up. Sometimes what we feel is so strong that it starts to look like the truth but it is not. God loves you despite any imperfection you might have. You are his masterpiece and God does not make mistakes…God loves you so much Rachele!! I know that some of the community you have been a part of has hurt you and I’m so sorry for that but I do pray that God send you a real community. Somewhere that you will feel loved. Friends who will hold you on those long nights and whisper truth in your ear. I pray that you will find what you are looking for and that it will fill you up with joy. I pray that the Lord puts his hands on you and begins to heal your heart from all this hurt. I pray that He shows you what true freedom is and puts those new desires in your heart. I pray that he shows you that you are validated because you are His daughter. because you are beautiful and full of life. Because you are going to do so much for his kingdom and you don’t even know it yet. God has promised us a future filled with hope and has promised to make everything work for our good, we just have to trust Him.

And well I wrote a lot more than I had originally. I am sorry if this was random, it just really was on my heart.

Have a peaceful night.